Failure. I have faced that every single time I have tried to do something about my weight and life...but I keep trying. I am joining Downsize Fitness. It's a gym for fat people. I am determined to succeed this time. I feel that my life my depend on it. I want so much but I am always afraid. Failure is easy. Success is scary. I am not going to ask anyone to wish me luck because that already sounds defeatist. Instead, please pray for me to have strength and determination.